Luscious' Poems
Lost In The Confusion
I was such a fool
He was so cruel
He left me alone
I sit here crying and showing a frown
I don't know if I can do this
Having someone here, this I miss
People must think I am crazy
My thoughts are so completely hazy
I can hardly see the screen
Tonight I just want to scream
The anger inside me
Grows faster and so deep
I have had to give up so much
A little bit of this and a litle that
Even this poem is so pathetic
My head hurts and I feel so sick
This rooms is so stuffy
The emptiness is scary
I sometimes feel nothing
Then other times feel everything
And anger and rage fulfills my body
A hug or a kiss or just someone here
Would be nice
But I guess I just pay the price
He didn't even fight
For "our" rights
As a couple or family
I guess it was just me
My world seems to crash down
I feel I am in water, the one to drown
I tried to stand up for our love
I guess I was in the clouds above
I pause to have a drink
To clear my head a bit and think
I know that alcohol isn't the key
But right now, it satisfies me
The world around continues
I guess I feel I am the only one, blue
His answers were stupid
I was the one who was having a fit
Where did I go wrong?
Where ever I go trouble tags along
I can't do this anymore
Emotionally I am poor
I need reassurance
To go out and party or dance
Somedays, I wish I could leave
Go somewhere, to dream and believe
Believe that in my world
Things would go right, like it should
My belief in myself dies
Is this, again, my demise?
Who can tell me
Who can I temporarily be?
For one day, to be someone else
Where nothing can fail
I must sound like an idiot
But I sit here, in a rut
I drift in and out of reality
Is this my true personality
To be drab and dismal
The cliff, I stand and fall
To know that this could be the end
I guess, You'll never know, my friend
Well gotta go
It's time to fly
G'nite all
Ahead of me, I have a long haul
Written by: Luscious
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